I was a bridesmaid for my best friend in the whole world on friday and it was beautiful and just so lovely. Everyone was in love like obv bride and her new husband but like all the guests everyone was paired up with bfs/gfs husbands/wives and fiancés.
I was one of the very few single people and its just made me really conscious of the fact I’m nearly 25 and I am absolutely nowhere near finding anyone to share my life with.
Iv never been too bothered about marriage etc but I have no1 to share things with. Its just making me question what I have and what I want.
I’ve got a few days off from work in a few weeks for my birthday and I’m realllly tempted to book a few days in New York for myself.
Like I just get this feeling that I need to “go forth and conquer” somewhere new even if just for a few days and meet people I’d not normally get to meet?
I don’t know what to do ha